First off, sorry to the imaginary people who I think read my blog. I know I told you I was going to do a post on the 3rd of May but, shit happens.
As for my life… I may have a job at our local Walmart WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Finally no getting paid under-the-table. INCOME TAXES AGAIN ha ha ha [that shit ain’t fun] They’re putting me in electronics which means I’m going to run into #Trade all day erryday. Looking forward to that oh fuck yes. As for my schedule, I honestly don’t know If it’s going to be morning/afternoon/or over night shifts but then again it doesn’t matter for me because I have no fucking life. “Don’t you like to go clubbing?” Honestly, fucking yes I ♥ clubbing but shit ain’t the same. It’s a hit or miss for me to go out to a club and have a good time now-a-days. If it isn’t the shady ass people, it’s the shitty music, music is alright, gay drama has to come. So it’s almost as if is the club isn’t even worth my time anymore. I ♥ ♥ ♥ the friends I’ve made, absolutely but, their is better environments for that type of thing.
My love life, is just as bare as usual. Recently I had a very down to earth grounded man come over and he does something no other “situation” has ever done… He made me think. The dudes I’ve had over here didn’t really know how to hold a conversation. I wish they could stimulate my mind to the same extent as I stimulated their dicks but ugh, that’s just asking to much from some men. Mr. B had 6 years over me and experienced at least everything in this world. You name it, he’s tried it. Very intellectual man, seasoned, which is very strange for that young of an age. Blunt and non-affectionate, “What, you think I came here looking for love?” A realist if you will. Everyone and their mother knows I’m an idealist thus creating that ‘opposites attract type of battle.’ He would get pissed at my attempts to “mind fuck” him and I would be irritated at this “realness.” !BUT! I can make him laugh. Can hold an excellent conversation for hours. I listen and learn when he speaks and in my opinion that is the greatest turn on ever.
Sex was fucking earth shatteringly magnanimous. I believe that is one thing we can absolutely agree on.
Sooo That has basically been the recent update with me. Waiting for my drug test to come into Walmart and hopefully start working Tuesday. Mr. Big, another anecdote in the story of Barb!e. Nothing to great.
Before I leave tho, answer me this. Is anyone looking for a stable relationship now-a-days?
X♥X♥- Harajuku Barb!e Aensland♥
[My next textual post will be June 5th. Why? Idk, maybe the 5th of every month.]
